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    Thursday, August 19th, 2004
    2:08 pm
    Rocky Horror
    ROCKY HORROR
    Wednesday, August 11th, 2004
    11:13 am
    blah
    Blah Im a crackheaded whore..
    First of all, I wanted to hang out last night. I honestly did! I wish I could have...:( Jen and Leslie you guys are great! We need to hang out sometime soon, and I mean for real, the 3 of us can do ANYTHING you want.
    And Im a douche cuz all this venting about ferg will do nothing because he doesnt ever update his journal so who knows if he'll even read mine. Whateva...(jen) Whateva whateva I do what I want. Youre awsome chick.
    WEll poop more shanghai
    *Gina*
    11:08 am
    phones
    It's nice to know friends have phones... and ya know... know how to use them. When I was on my trip I made time to call friends. I hate this shit. I WANT MY FRIEND BACK... I miss him:(
    *Gina*
    Monday, August 9th, 2004
    3:29 am
    poop
    ok, so I have seen my friend twice since I graduated...
    once for like 15 mins and the other for maybe, almost an hour.
    I dont know what the reason is... possibly Ian, tho we were close before Ian and I were "offical". It could possibly just be the work schedule... but I have a feeling it's the new girlfriend. I'm not jealous that he has a new girlfriend, well maybe I am. I am jealous I dont see someone I consider a VERY good friend as much anymore. We used to be together ALL the time. I dunno if he's tired of me depending on him all the time for everything, or if I'm just not a good friend in return. I just miss you...
    If she breaks your heart, I'll kill her.
    Love ya kid.
    *Gina*
    Thursday, July 8th, 2004
    1:51 pm
    surveys
    Have I filled this one out already? Ah, fuck it.
    Your gender: female
    Straight/gay/bi? Bisexual
    Single? currently, yes
    Want to be? In some ways yes, and in some ways no
    Your birthdate: Aug 26, 1985
    Your age: 18
    Age you act: u tell me
    Age you wish you were: 21 so I could drink
    Your height: 5'4
    The colour of your eyes: Hazel
    Happy with it? I dont care
    The colour of your hair: dark brown
    Happy with it? meh, it's alright.
    Left/right/ambidextrous? righty
    Your living arrangement? with the parents
    Your family: My sister is the bestest, Phe is like my sis
    I dunno I tend to hate my family, but of course I love them
    Have any pets? muffin-tiny doggy, Slippers-fat cat
    What's your job: Waitress and unless Im fired a clerk
    Piercings? 4 in each ear, eyebrow, tongue, and i miss my lip ring I had to take out and I had my belly pierced but that was a long time ago
    Tattoos? A star on my back I got for my sister
    Obsessions? Real World, my friends...Jen, Phe, Ferg, Jon, HEATHER, Leslie
    Addictions? smoking, drinking, cussing,...other things dont need to be mentioned
    Do you speak another language? muy pequita espanol
    Have a favourite quote? "What the fuck is the internet?"
    "I'm not even supossed to be here today" "Smoochies Boochies"
    Way more lines from Kevin Smith movies
    Do you have a webpage? No
    *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

    DEEP THOUGHTS about life and you in it
    *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
    Do you live in the moment? Sometimes
    Do you consider yourself tolerant of others? Depends on the person
    Do you have any secrets? Yes
    Do you hate yourself? Kinda
    Do you like your handwriting? yes
    Do you have any bad habits? Smoking, drinking, cussing, theres more
    If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?
    Life at the Woodstown Diner
    What's your biggest fear? Dark, dogs, being kidnapped in the middle of the night, planes, snakes, being a bad mother, not getting to become a mother, the list goes on and on
    Can you sing? Everyone can sing, I just sound horrible when I do it
    Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool? Fuck no
    Are you a loner? Yes, sometimes I dont mind
    What are your no. 1 priorities in life? Friends, family, happiness
    If you were another person, would you be friends with you? Dunno, I'd try to help myself
    Are you a daredevil? fuck no
    Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself? Uh my looks
    Are you passive or aggressive? Depends on the situation
    Have you got a journal? What is this?
    What is your greatest strength and weakness? Dunno
    If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be? Dunno
    There are three wells, love, beauty and creativity. You can only drink out of one. Which one would you drink of? Love
    How do you vent? There are friends I call because Im so dependent, and i cry, cuse, whateva else
    Do you think you are emotionally strong? FUCK NO
    Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life? Absolutely
    Do you think life has been good so far? meh....
    What is the most important lesson you've learned from life? Just say no to drugs
    What do you like the most about your body? my hair--sometimes
    And least? Dunno
    Do you think you are good looking? no
    Are you confident? sometimes
    What is the fictional character you're most like? Fuck if I know
    Do people know how you feel? I suposse
    Are you perceived wrongly? Sometimes
    *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

    DO YOU...
    *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
    Smoke? like a chimney
    Do drugs? a tit bit of weed
    Read the newspaper? the comics/astrograph
    Pray? yes
    Go to church? not usually
    Talk to strangers who IM you? uhm... not usually
    Sleep with stuffed animals? not anymore
    Take walks in the rain? Used to....with bill...
    Talk to people even though you hate them? I am still in school, I still have classes with these assholes so I have to talk to them sometimes..
    Drive? yes
    Like to drive fast? Meh... Not really
    *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

    WOULD YOU OR HAVE YOU EVER...
    *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
    Liked your voice? No
    Hurt yourself? Yes
    Been out of the country? No:(
    Eaten something that made other people sick? Yes
    Had sex? Yes
    Been in love? Yes
    Done drugs? Yes
    Gone skinny dipping? Yes
    Had a medical emergency? ...how bad?
    Had a surgery? No
    Ran away from home? No
    Played strip poker? No
    Gotten beaten up? no
    Beaten someone up? Small Fight....wish I could beat this bitch up tho
    Been picked on? Yes
    Been on stage? Yes
    Been so drunk that you know you're supposed to go out on a date with someone, but you can't remember with who or when and that you faint when you look at yourself in the mirror in the morning, not to mention your breath? No?
    Slept outdoors? Yes
    Thought about suicide? Yes
    Pulled an all-nighter? Sure have!
    If yes, what is your record? dont remember
    Gone one day without food? yea... (couple days) parents found out...
    Talked on the phone all night? Yes
    Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex first (moms and daddies don't count)? Yes
    Slept all day? Yes
    Killed someone? Nope
    Made out with a stranger? No
    Had sex with a stranger? No
    Thought you're going crazy? Absolutely
    Kissed the same sex? Yes :)
    Done anything sexual with the same sex? Yes :)
    Been betrayed? Absolutely
    Had a dream that came true? Yes....weird
    Broken the law? Yup
    Met a famous person? Nope
    Masturbated? is that really a question? A couple times, its dumb
    Masturbated with something other then your hand? Someone else's...whoa there killers
    Have you ever killed an animal by accident? Yes...:(
    On purpose? No
    Had sex? Yes
    With more then 1 person? Yes...
    Threesome? No...only oral not the real deal
    Orgy? nope
    Whip cream? Not sex, but oral
    Bondage? not full out, but got a little kinky
    Whipped/gotten whipped? yea
    Blindfolded? no:(
    Tied someone up/been tied up? Yes.
    Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell? sadly, yes
    Stolen anything? Lunch everyday at shs
    Been on radio/TV? Nope
    Been in a mosh-pit? Sadly no
    Had a nervous breakdown? yea
    Considered religious vocation? Dunno
    Been criticized about your sexual performance? Yea...
    Bungee jumped? No
    Had a dream that kept coming back? Yes
    *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

    CLOTHES and other fashion shit
    *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
    Shoe brand? Entnies
    Brand of clothing? Boys sweatshirts (usually billabong)
    Cologne/perfume? Tommy Girl
    What are you normally wearing to school/work? School- Pants mans sweatshirt-work-black pants, maroon shirt, long ugly black smock
    How about parties? dunno
    Wear hats? Just got a hat from some kid that says "woodstown diner" but its a trucker hat
    Judge other people by their clothing? Yes, sometimes
    Wear make-up? not usually
    Favourite place to shop? wherever, I dont get to go clothing shopping often
    Favourite article of clothing? sweatshirts
    Are you trendy? I dunno...
    Would you rather wear a uniform to school? Dont give a fuck*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
    Ok, I DID do this survey b4 so im ending it.
    *Gina*
    Wednesday, July 7th, 2004
    11:56 pm
    surveys
    surveyness
    RANDOM THOUGHT PRVOKERS
    Giraffes or Zebras?: giraffes
    Do you like DDR? (Dance Dance Revolution):I didn't understand when I tried to play... it didnt look right.
    Have you ever gotten kicked out of the movies?: Yea...kinda
    If so, why? If not, why not?: This bitch that I hate told the owners I was doing inappropriate things that I wasn't doing.
    What kinds of music do you listen to? (Name some bands/artists): Green Day, Something Corporate's 1st cd,Lots of shit
    Have you ever went up to a random person and done something stupid?: Gina, no never... or something
    What's the name of your crush/boyfriend/girlfriend??: do do do
    Do you think labels are stupid?: blah
    What's your favorite fast food place?: mcD's I suposse
    What's your favorite store to get clothes at?: wherever theres something cute... i dont get to go clothes shopping often
    Have you ever had braces?: nope
    What's one thing you've done that you regret doing:Theres to many to chose
    RANDOMOSITY
    What makes you laugh?: comides, my friends.
    Who is your hero?: Gayle
    Who would you want to be tied to for 24 hours?:No one, Id piss someone off
    How many pairs of shoes do you own?: not a lot
    Seriously... Where does the other sock end up?: Probably in my room cuz steal socks and wear them mismatched when I have nothing clean.
    Who do you blame for your mood today?: myself for being cranky cuz im tired and Isreal and Alex for yelling at me at work today.
    If the Internet were sex... I would:"What the fuck is the internet?!"
    Have you ever seen a dead body?: No and I wouldnt like to.
    What is something scientists need to invent?: Fuck if I know
    What should we do with stupid people?: Fuck if I know
    Have you ever broken a bone?: nope, go me.
    Do you watch local news? Why?: No, I hate to hear about war and people dieing.
    What happens after you die?: who am I to say?
    How big is your bed? big enough for someone to lay with me...please anyone
    How long do you think you will live?: dunno... I am getting on a plane in a couple days.
    WHATS IN YOUR HOUSE
    Random things
    Do you have your own room?: yes
    How many computers?: 3 computers
    How many phones?: including cell phones? 5
    TVs?: 4
    How many people live in your home?: 4
    How many bathrooms?: 3
    Where is the computer located?: living room, parents room, and lil sister has a shitty one in her room
    ceiling fans? how many?: 6
    how many rooms?: 9
    what is in your fridge? Dunno, im never home to know
    soda?: cola from work
    alcholic beverages?: anything
    cheese?:none
    veggies?: Green Apples

    THE ULTIMATE OPPOSITE SEX SURVEY
    --Your Favorite--
    Hair Color:: any
    Eye Color:: any
    (Their)Music Genre Preference:: Punk/Rock
    Height(estimate):: Taller than me
    Age:: Older than me, but not in their 30's...lol
    Personality Type:: Funny, out going, sweet,smart, dunno...
    Punk or Preppy:: DEFITNELY PUNK
    The Big Picture or the Little Things:: meh.
    Flowers/Candy or Big Expensive Present:: flowers
    Mixtape or Burned CD:: either/or
    Love or Lust:: love
    Emotional or Just Not::everyone has emotions, display them... dont be like my ma who taught me it was wrong to have emotions cuz everyone has them and I def. express them
    Hott and mean or Ugly and sweet::Yea, you can never get the packaged deal
    --Their Clothing(yes/no)--
    Pimp Shoes?:: Hmm, I had entnies I used markers all over.
    Band Shirts?:: yeh sure
    Vintage shirts?:: yeah sure
    Southpole/um..other thug clothes..?:: Meh, not the type I usually go for, but whatever you like ya know.. do you

    THE ALPHABET SURVEY some letters are missing!! rawr!
    Essentail make-up item: never usually wear it, but the ocassions I do, eyeliner
    Gold or sliver: whateva
    Hometown:Mannington
    Instruments you play: none, yes I know im a loser
    Job title: waitress/ clerk ( if I didnt get fired)
    Kids:Want a big family.
    Living arrangements:my mommas house..booo
    Number of socks you own: Who the fuck knows exactly how many pairs of sucks they own?
    Quote you like: "15 bucks little man, but that shit in my hand if that money doesnt show then u owe me owe me owe, That Jungle Love" or "I'm not even supossed to be here today" "In a row?"
    Religious affiliation: blah blah blah
    Unusual habits: der, I dunno
    Vicious thing you've done: one time I told this kid there was a differece between black people and niggers and he was a nigger.... it was bad. I was young. Im sorry
    X-rays you've had: back, knee, nose I think thats it
    Your favorite season: Summer. Fuck yea.

    COUNTDOWN
    ::15 Random Favorites::
    1: warm blankets
    2: Jason Mewes
    3: Kevin Smith Movies
    4: diner chats/chills Jen, ferg, phe, Jon, EVERYONE that chills but mostly those people.
    5: my sister
    6: seashore campsites
    7: summer
    8: lesbian porn
    9: Chicken Tenders
    10: sleeping
    11: erotic novels
    12: Birthdays
    13: Cuddeling
    14: Mr. Kodluck
    15: ENOUGH

    ::14 Favorite Foods::
    1: Turkey
    2: Chicken Tenders
    3: Chicken noodle soup
    4: diner fries. Holla
    5: mashed potatoes
    6: Stuffed Shells
    7: Chicken and penne pasta in alfredo sauce
    8: Cheesecake
    9: Buttered Noodles
    10: Waffle sundaes
    11: pancakes
    12: sunchips
    13: CANDY
    14: vin. icecream

    ::13 Most Watched Shows::
    1: General Hospital... i know im a dork
    2: South Park (cuz of Sean)
    3: Chappelle show (cuz of sean, tho I think its funny)
    4: ER
    5: MTV- Real World.
    6: MTV-Real World/Road RUles challenges
    7: I dont watch much t.v. But i miss saved by the bell
    8: "
    9: :"
    10: "
    11: "
    12:"
    13:"

    ::12 Good Bands in your Opinion::
    1: brand new
    2: Green Day
    3: something corporate
    4: System of a Down
    5: Metallica
    6: New Found Glory
    7: Fuel
    8: Ataris
    9: HOLY FUCKING SHIT... there was someone on t.v. that just sounded like Jake from the diner. WHOA.
    10: I'm too tired
    11:
    12:

    ::11 Memories::
    1: Matt Moore drinking with me and some friends... Scottish
    2: Chillin at the diner w/ my friends Phe, Jen, Ferg, Jon
    3: MEATBALLS
    4: Getting caught sneaking in at my grandpops house
    5: Humping phe in the halls at shs
    6: Getting caught passing notes in Leonards class.
    7: Lick my clit
    8: Getting drunk at Chad's grad. party.
    9: Trampoline
    10: will this end?
    11: smokin up in the second floor of the diner... holy shit

    ::10 Close Friends:: (in no order)
    1: phe
    2: jen
    3: ferg
    4: Gayle
    5: Becky
    6: Jon
    7: Thats al I can think of right now
    8: HEATHER
    9: Leslie
    10:
    ::09 Things you're looking forward to::
    1: uhm, not dieing in a plane crash
    2: getting answers
    3. Being a teacher
    4: getting married
    5: having kids
    6: being a mother--the best mother
    7: Chillin at the diner with my buddies.
    8: god, make it stop
    9: grr
    ::08 Things you wear daily::
    1: pants
    2: shirt
    3: bra
    4: socks
    5: sweatshirt
    6: shoes
    7: diner smock
    8: diner shirt
    ::07 Things That Annoy You::
    1: fake, bitches
    2: when people push me away
    3: not having money
    4: living in my house
    5: my "mother"
    6: running out of smokes
    7: being so hungry you can eat

    ::05 Movies You Could Watch Over and Over::
    1: Mallrats
    2: Jay and Silent Bob Strike Back
    3: Breakfast Club
    4: Clerks
    5: Annie
    6. The original Buffy the Vampire Slayer
    7. Toy Soldiers
    ::04 Of Your Favorite Childhood Toys::
    1: baby dolls
    2: Barbies
    3: crayons and coloring books
    4: Dunno what else
    FUCK YEA< its over
    and then this is where it ends..im not sure why.
    Thursday, July 1st, 2004
    10:52 pm
    Thats me

    Congratulations, you're a Pillywiggin, a trouping flower fae.
    What kind of female faerie are you?
    Take the female faerie quiz by Paradox.
    Sunday, June 20th, 2004
    11:05 am
    SO tired!
    My mother wouldn't let me leave school early today cuz she is a whore... apparently I'm not allowed to miss one day of school if I want to go to IL. Thats bullshit, first of all I'll only be missing one day of school to go to Illinois. Secondly, if I stayed half of the day it would have counted as a full day. I'm tired from working so much, I know I should bitch since I offered to work for Phoenix the other night, but still... I'm drained. All I want is to lay in bed all day or all night or something. BAH

    $20 short of a plane ticket...I need to raise a lot of money b4 the 10th..
    I'll probably try to work 6 nights next week, or close on days im scheduled to work until 10...Boo

    So, im not cool... I ran out of things to say...

    I'm here without you baby and I dream about you all the time..
    *Gina*
    Thursday, June 17th, 2004
    3:09 pm
    Illionois
    I'm going to Illionis, and I'm pretty damn happy about it.
    I cant wait to see Ian!:)
    Im a loser-
    11:11 am
    I love my friends
    I just wanna say thanks to all my friends who deal with my emotional baggage and help me through whatever advice I ask for.
    I seriously love all of you and wouldnt know what I would do without you.

    G.G P.T H.M
    S.F J.L
    11:05 am
    I'm here without you baby, and I dream about you all the time
    Bah, so I'm not sure whats going on with Ian-
    For now I'll give him the benfit of the dobut because I don't think he'd lie about it now that Amanada and I know about each other. I'll relax about the situation until I get his letter- tho I'd love to read her letters.

    Dont worry, I'm not a neive little girl who thinks he could never have anything going on with anyone else, but I trust him...but I'm not oblivious to a chance there might be something up...
    damnit this makes no sense.

    A damn Steve for saying shit about homosexuals.

    Grr, I'm nervous about my speech...:(

    *Gina*

    I'm here without you baby, and I dream about you all the time.
    I'm burnin' like a bridge for your body, im sinking like a stone in the sea
    Monday, June 14th, 2004
    9:03 am
    Nowhere Kids
    in the land of dirt and plaster
    lies an army of a thousand nowhere kids
    losing ground and falling faster
    into a life that no one should have to live

    we are the people that you hate
    we are the bastards that you created (the fucking bastards that you created)
    a generation with no place
    a generation of all your sons and daughters

    behind the fake family image
    behind the smile of a thousand moms and dads
    inside the cage that we've been given
    i see an image of the future that we don't have

    [chorus 2 X]

    and what did you expect ... a perfect child
    raised by tv sets ... abandoned every mile
    we never get respect ... never a fair trial
    no one gives a shit ... as long as we smile

    Bottom Of A Bottle

    [First Verse:]
    Been scared and lonely, I've asked myself is there something wrong with you, My girlfriend told me I need some time alone to deal with issues

    [Hook:]
    But something makes me carry on, It's typical to understand what I always wanna find

    [Chorus:]
    I do it for the drugs, I do it just to feel a high, I do it for love, that I get from a bottom of a bottle

    [Second Verse:]
    You always call me and ask me how I make it through the day, I'm always falling, I guess that's just Gods way of of making me pay

    [Hook:]
    But something makes me carry on, It's typical to understand what I always wanna find

    [Chorus: (x2)]
    I do it for the drugs, I do it just to feel a high, I do it or the love, that I get from a bottom of a bottle

    [Third Verse:]
    And I.. I wonder why I try, And I.. I wonder why I bother, And I.. I wonder why I cry, But I.. I go through all this trouble

    [Chorus.. Repeat 2 times]

    Good CD-- Smile Empty Souls
    8:28 am
    I do it for the drugs, I do it just to feel alive
    So.. yea..
    Im dumb, I shouldn't waste my time with the stupid bitch rachel...I'm almost out of this hell hole so I should graduate and ignore her.
    Bah-- let's see how long that will last. I know, its petty and I'm a dumb bitch, but I can't ignore her.

    I got my prom dress last night, there wasn't much left.
    It's not a dress I would have picked if there was more around, but it's not a bad dress. I don't care though, I'm only going because it is my senior year and I haven't gone yet. It's not even like I have a date. Stupid Ian... lol jk

    Speaking of Ian, I received a letter yesterday. Bad news, he wont be coming home after bootcamp. This means I wont see him until the end of July unless I go to Illinois for his graduation. I'm seriously about to say fuck you mom and go, but I dunno. I'm not even sure there is an extra ticket available... I'll have to wait for his mother to call me. Hmm maybe I'll ask Christina to ask her mother for me.

    I HATE SHS.... I need to leave this shithole. I'm DEAD SERIOUS when I say I've become more stupid sitting here for four years.
    Let me tell you how happy I am with the guidance office. Apparently they decided not to call me down to the office with scholarship information.... these scholarship info is due either today or monday... THANKS A FUCKING LOT.

    Off I go.
    *Gina*

    Current Mood: crazy
    Current Music: Smile Empty Souls
    Sunday, June 13th, 2004
    11:22 am
    I will kill her!!
    I fucking hate her!!!!!
    This bitch knows I will hurt her, she is scared of me...
    But she knows as well as I do that she is only 17 so if I do hit her, I'll be in big trouble.
    June cant come fast enough...
    *gina*
    8:20 am
    Hate every beautiful day
    DEEP THEOLOGICAL QUESTIONS
    *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
    Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell? sure
    Do you think God has a gender? I always saw pics of a man... And then there is Sean S.
    Do you think that science counteracts religion? Not sure
    Do you believe in organized religion? Not sure
    Where do you think we go when we die? depends
    ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

    AMIGOS
    *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
    Do you have any gay/lesbian friends? Yes.
    Who is your best friend? Gayle, phe, and sean
    Who's the one person that knows most about you? Gayle/phe/sean
    What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you? to deep of a question for 8 am
    Thing you're picked on most about? nose, weight, and stupidity
    Who's your longest known friend? Gayle...
    Friends you miss being close to the most? Becky, Sean S.
    Last person you talked to online? I think it was a lot of people all at once.. Ferg, Jenn, ken and Phe
    Who do you talk to most online? Phe Jenn and Ferg
    Who are you on the phone with most? Sean F No dobut
    Who do you trust most? Gayle/phe and Ferg
    Who listens to your problems? Gayle phe and ferg
    Who do you fight most with? Momma
    Who's on your shit-list? Alicia Bethany and Amiee
    Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend? Yes
    Who's your second family? Was Bills mom and sister, phes mom, but im not really close with them anymore but I have developed a love for sean f's family.
    Do you always feel understood? dunno
    Do you trust others easily? Yes, but dont ever fuck it up cuz i hold grudges.
    Do you like ham? Green eggs and ham. Id eat them here and Id eat them there.
    Name one person who's arms you feel safe in: Ferg and Ian
    Do your friends know you? sure do
    Friend that lives farthest away: ...Gayle was living in Iraq
    *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

    LOVE, and all that
    *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
    Did you get frightened or uncomfortable seeing that as a section title? No.
    Do you consider love a mistake? No
    What do you find romantic? wouldnt u like to know.
    Turn-on? Sense of humor, lips, cleavage, legs, sadly enough.. the punk or grungy look.
    Turn-off? people who are concited. people who dont let you get a word in... like they're having a convo with themselves.
    First kiss? Truth or Dare... not fun. I forget his name... I was so ashmed cuz it was BAD.
    If someone you had no interest in dating expressed interest in dating you, how would you react? If we were friends Id keep the friendship, but if it was a stranger Id probably get freaked out and walk away.
    Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going "blind"? I'd like to know first before I'm alone with them.
    Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out? Well, ya see... Im a girl and Id rather the guy come up to me.
    "Have you ever been emotionally attracted to someone that you weren't instantly hard for?" I dont have a penis
    Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking? Dobutful
    What is best about the opposite sex? Smell, holding me.
    What is the worst thing about the opposite sex? the guys in my gym class never pass any kind of ball or frisby to the girls... they think theyre hot shit.
    Do you read porn? Yes I do, thanks to the playboys :)
    Read the articles? Yes
    Just the pics? No
    What's the last present someone gave you? do hugs count? If not, I got a philly fanatic
    Are you in love? Yes
    Do you consider your significant other hot? Yes
    What would you do if you were walking down the street and saw some hot guy/girl standing on the sidewalk? I'd stare until I was seen staring.
    *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

    WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
    *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
    That haunted you? Joe G.
    You wanted to kill? Killing is bad.
    That you laughed at? Sean
    That laughed at you? Sean or leslie
    That turned you on? We are not going there.
    You went shopping with? Sean
    That broke your heart? Bill
    To disappoint you? Bill
    To ask you out? dunno
    To make you cry? Dave
    To brighten up your day? Sean
    That you thought about? Gayle/Sean
    You saw a movie with? Sean, Dave, Sean M. And I went to see Van Helsing
    You talked to on the phone? Sean
    You talked to through IM/ICQ? Dont remember
    You saw? Mr. K before I sat down on his computer..
    You lost? in death? My grandpop Ben...
    *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

    RIGHT THIS MOMENT...
    *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
    Are you going to sleep? No, But this is study hall so it should be nap time.
    Will it be with your significant other? huh?
    Or some random person? huh? No, im not going to sleep so why would it be with a random person?
    What are you wearing right now? Dark blue jeans, soccer shirt from goodwill and my metallica hoodie.
    Body-part you're touching right now: my hand was on my shin
    What are you worried about right now? bah-
    What book are you reading? some pos I picked up from the library
    What's on your mousepad? At home I dont remember,... and I dont have one on this computer.
    Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling: Tired, annoyed at having to be here,bored, excited for after school, and I dont know the 5th one-
    Are you bored? Fuck yea
    Are you tired? Fuck yea
    Are you talking to anyone online? No, Im in school with no chat rooms.
    Are you talking to anyone on the phone? No, Im in skool
    Are you lonely or content? Boo
    Are you listening to music? Yes, Sugarcult
    Tho I wish It was The Used- *yay* for the hidden track.

    Current Mood: tired
    Current Music: Crashing Down- Sugarcult
    Saturday, June 12th, 2004
    9:13 am
    survey
    BASICS
    *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
    Your gender: Female
    Straight/gay/bi? Bi
    Single? eh... I don't know how it's working...
    Want to be? not really...
    Your birthdate: Aug 26
    Your age: 18
    Age you act: a hyper teeny bobber
    Age you wish you were: 21\, so I could drink
    Your height: 5"5
    The colour of your eyes: Hazel
    Happy with it? Its just eyes
    The colour of your hair: Brownish-black
    Happy with it? meh, it's better than the pink and teal I once had... but im a little bored with it.
    Left/right/ambidextrous? Right
    Your living arrangement? Mom and Dad
    Your family: Gayle is the greatest
    Have any pets? Muffin and Slippers
    What's your job: Waitress and clerk
    Piercings? Eyebrow and tongue... I miss the lip:(
    Tattoos? Star for sister on the lower back.
    Obsessions? Movies, friends, affection and cards.
    Addictions? Smoking, Alcohol, affection
    Do you speak another language? pequeno espanol
    Have a favourite quote? Thats aidsy, What, yea, ok, does wayne brady need to choke a bitch?
    Do you have a webpage? nope
    *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

    DEEP THOUGHTS about life and you in it
    *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
    Do you live in the moment? Sometimes
    Do you consider yourself tolerant of others? sometimes
    Do you have any secrets? who doesn't?
    Do you hate yourself? I dont hate myself, but I dont love myself either.
    Do you like your handwriting? Yea, sometimes.
    Do you have any bad habits? smoking, complaining, being dependent on other and needing to help others.
    What is the compliment you get most from people? ..I only really get them from Sean.
    If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called? Who would make a movie about me?
    people coming to kill me or my family (mostly at night), and dogs.
    Can you sing? Badly.
    Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool? I dont think so... I hope not
    Are you a loner? Can be at times...the whole feeling akward around people I dont know.
    What are your no. 1 priorities in life? Being a teacher, having a happy family, being a good mother.
    If you were another person, would you be friends with you? Sure would.
    Are you a daredevil? fuck no.
    Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself? How self-concious I am.
    Are you passive or aggressive? Depends on the situation.
    Have you got a journal? yea, sure do. here it is.
    What is your greatest strength and weakness? Strength: Get back to ya on that one.Weakness: Being self-concious and wanting to help everyone
    If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be? only 1 thing? Uhm, Im not sure.
    There are three wells, love, beauty and creativity. You can only drink out of one. Uhm, Love
    How do you vent? I cry, Im a very emotional girlie
    Do you think you are emotionally strong? fuck no
    Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life? Absolutely
    Do you think life has been good so far? Yea, I guess.
    What is the most important lesson you've learned from life? Drugs are bad, very very bad.
    What do you like the most about your body? uhm, my hair. I think its soft.
    And least? my nose and right now i wish I had a smaller stomach cuz its almost time for swimming.
    Do you think you are good looking? LOL I wish.
    Are you confident? lol nope.
    What is the fictional character you're most like? Dunno.
    Do people know how you feel? I tell Gayle, Sean and Phe everything.
    Are you perceived wrongly? I dont know...
    *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

    DO YOU...
    *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
    Smoke? Hell yea.
    Do drugs? Its been awhile, but its only been weed.
    Read the newspaper? The comics and the astrograph
    Pray? Yes.
    Go to church? Very seldom
    Talk to strangers who IM you? sometimes, if they arent dumb
    Sleep with stuffed animals? Sometimes... I love em' but theyre in a corner by the dresser.
    Take walks in the rain? yea, I love it.
    Talk to people even though you hate them? I have to talk to the Alicia and Jo... people I work with.
    Drive? yes, tho my car still isnt fixed.
    Like to drive fast? Somtimes, but I am scared of driving fast.
    *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

    WOULD YOU OR HAVE YOU EVER...
    *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
    Liked your voice? No
    Hurt yourself? Yes
    Been out of the country? No
    Eaten something that made other people sick? Lots of mayo... mayo with everything...
    Had sex? a couple times..:)
    Been in love? Yes
    Done drugs? Yes
    Gone skinny dipping? Yes
    Had a medical emergency? Do stitches count?
    Had a surgery? No
    Ran away from home? No
    Played strip poker? No
    Gotten beaten up? No...sis split my lip open.
    Beaten someone up? Not really...
    Been picked on? Yes
    Been on stage? Yes
    Been so drunk that you know you're supposed to go out on a date with someone, but you can't remember with who or when and that you faint when you look at yourself in the mirror in the morning, not to mention your breath? Shitfaced, yes. Forgotten to go out and with who, no
    Slept outdoors? Yes
    Thought about suicide? Yes
    Pulled an all-nighter? Yes
    If yes, what is your record? 30 some hrs.
    Gone one day without food? To many Id like to remember.
    Talked on the phone all night? Yes
    Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex first (moms and daddies don't count)? Yes
    Slept all day? Yes
    Killed someone? No, but I wish I could hurt some people badly.
    Made out with a stranger? No... I mean, I talked to them and got to know them first.
    Had sex with a stranger? No
    Thought you're going crazy? only when I was on the patch.
    Kissed the same sex? Yes
    Done anything sexual with the same sex? Yes
    Been betrayed? yes
    Had a dream that came true? no
    Broken the law? Yup
    Met a famous person? no
    Masturbated? a couple times, I dont like it.
    Masturbated with something other then your hand? yes.
    Have you ever killed an animal by accident? Yes, a possum
    On purpose? No
    Had sex? Yes
    With more then 1 person? yes
    Threesome? no
    Orgy? No
    Whip cream? Yes
    Bondage? No
    Whipped/gotten whipped? by his hand.
    Blindfolded? No.
    Tied someone up/been tied up? Hnadcuffed
    Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell? Yes...sadly
    Stolen anything? Yes.
    Been on radio/TV? No
    Been in a mosh-pit? No
    Had a nervous breakdown? No
    Considered religious vocation? HUH?
    Been criticized about your sexual performance? Yea, the 1st time I gave head.
    Bungee jumped? No
    Had a dream that kept coming back? Yes
    *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

    CLOTHES and other fashion shit
    *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
    Shoe brand? Etnies, blue shoes
    Brand of clothing? Anything
    Cologne/perfume? Tommy Girl and some other good smelling thing i dont remember the name.
    What are you normally wearing to school/work? Work-black pants and long apron with a maroon shirt.
    How about parties? Jeans and a shirt...?
    Wear hats? Not really.. I like em but i look dumb in em
    Judge other people by their clothing? not really.
    Wear make-up? rarely.
    Favourite place to shop? girly stores, cd shop.... i dunno
    Favourite article of clothing? sweats are comfy
    Are you trendy? dunno.
    Would you rather wear a uniform to school? No, I have issues with being a robot.
    *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*

    BELIEFS
    *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
    Believe in life on other planets? I dont know..
    Miracles? Yes
    Astrology? ...yea
    Magic? No
    God? Yes.
    Satan? Yes
    Santa? Santa is Michael Jackson in disguise. LOL!
    Ghosts? Yes
    Luck? Yes
    Love at first sight? Yes
    Yin and Yang (that good can't exist without the bad)? Dunno
    Easter bunny? "This is for Brody!" LOL!!!!!
    Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever? Yes
    Believe there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow? Im irish...
    you wish on stars? Sometimes.
    *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
    Deep logical questions and the rest will be answered later-
    Saturday, June 5th, 2004
    8:55 am
    Crap
    So... I dobut Dave will talk to me again.
    Tho, I think I did the right thing...I'd rather him be pissed at me, then not be here to be pissed at me.
    I havent heard anything tho... hope everything is cool.
    *Gina*
    Thursday, May 27th, 2004
    10:13 am
    I hate shs!
    I hate shs, I hate all the kids in it. I hate my english class and the "teacher" who gives us assignments I did in 5th grade at Mannington. There is no challenge for the ONE class that matters this year. I waste my day attending...(sometimes attending) school with close-minded, awful mannered people.
    Rahhh
    So here's my servey I'm going to do to go along with my speech

    1. Are you intrested in lesbian porn?

    2. Do you feel same-sex marriages are ok?

    3. Would you feel uncomfortable seeing a same-sex couple walking down the hall?

    4. Would you disown your friends or a family member for being a homosexual?

    5. Do you have friends that are intrested or dating someone of the same sex?

    6. If you are against same-sex marriages, is it because of religion?

    7. Do you think homosexuals choose to be a homosexual?

    8. Do you think it's fair that the government decides if homosexuals can marry?

    ...I need 10.. almost there
    The first two questions are important because I feel a lot of men get off to two females going at it, but then want to say they're against same-sex marriages. I think our country is scared of what they dont know, or aren't intrested in themselves. If the topic doesn't apply to them, they dont care. Our country needs to be more open-minded!
    Well yea... back to my english class..
    *Gina*
    7:50 am
    burnin' like a bridge for your body
    Apparently I look heavy cuz some girl asked me if I was pregnant the other day. Everyone is telling me not to worry about it, but I am. I want to lose weight, but it is hard and I'm lazy.
    Boo
    According to my mom, it makes no sense to put letters in the mailbox. Do you understand that, I sure as hell don't.
    MY car broke down:(
    Gayle is coming home from NY today, and she isnt going to VA cuz her car needs to go back into the shop. I dont understand how something can be wrong with the car b/c she just got it out of the shop. Freakin' mechanics.
    I have no prom date:( Mom wont let me take a girl... if I don't find a date, I'm not going. I don't want to show up to senior prom by myself. I need to find a date, I didn't get to go last year.
    I don't know what to do about Ian...
    I really will wait the 2 months, but it will be harder if he comes home and doesnt want anything with me. I am really scared that might happen. I do tend to think the worst though.
    Supossedly this is a test..
    Well, off I go.
    Nap time!
    *Gina*
    Wednesday, May 26th, 2004
    12:37 pm
    Do you, just be happy.
    ok... before I rant... my dates are wrong... the computer shows its already may, which it is not.

    Ok, So I have to look up information on same-sex marriages. It's so funny that I let myself get so worked up over other people's feelings.
    People just sometimes express their feelings in such a negative way.
    I want to say sooo much, but I hope my speech is pretty decent so when I am done I'll type a copy of it on here.

    Current Mood: anxious
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